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Tweak says, "Don't worry, be happy!"

Melodi "Lee" Ainslee (sweet_melodi) wrote,
@ 2009-05-01 20:33:00

Current mood:

nauseated

unbelievable
It's a boy!

( private )

I'm finally excited. This gets more real everyday. Until now. Now, it's real. I am carrying Rhett's son.

I feel so girly right now, and maybe I shouldn't. Alright. Take out the maybe. I know I shouldn't. It's my hormones talking. But I can't help it. When I look at Rhett, it's there. There isn't an "us". No matter how I feel, there will never be an "us". That is something I must grasp and remind myself everyday. Even as I live with him.

Yup. I am moving in with him, my own room. We won't share, I don't want to infringe on his private life. Anyway, shit happens, right?

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	creative_urge 2009-05-01 08:58 pm UTC (link)
	Congratulations!! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	sweet_melodi 2009-05-02 01:36 am UTC (link)
	♥ You too! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	raindrop__ 2009-05-02 12:23 am UTC (link)
	name it lily. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	sweet_melodi 2009-05-02 01:36 am UTC (link)
	Lily?? For a BOY!? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	raindrop__ 2009-05-03 10:39 pm UTC (link)
	better than sue. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sweet_melodi 2009-05-03 10:54 pm UTC (link)
	I agree to that. Though it's a cool song. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	raindrop__ 2009-05-03 11:08 pm UTC (link)
	yeah. but is that really how you want to teach your kid a life lesson? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sweet_melodi 2009-05-03 11:17 pm UTC (link)
	Lily wouldn't exactly be teaching him a lesson either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	raindrop__ 2009-05-03 11:33 pm UTC (link)
	yeah. except. lily is an awesome name. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	___talk_hard 2009-05-02 01:45 am UTC (link)
	How are you feeling? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	sweet_melodi 2009-05-02 01:46 am UTC (link)
	Tired, but okay. You? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	___talk_hard 2009-05-02 01:49 am UTC (link)
	I'm okay. I just .. wanted to check and make sure you were alright. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sweet_melodi 2009-05-02 01:51 am UTC (link)
	You could come over and make sure I'm okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	___talk_hard 2009-05-02 01:53 am UTC (link)
	You sure about that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sweet_melodi 2009-05-02 01:54 am UTC (link)
	why wouldn't I be? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	___talk_hard 2009-05-02 01:59 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. Last night in your own house without me hangin' around all the time. Just wasn't sure you'd want me showing up. I thought of some names. I hope that's okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sweet_melodi 2009-05-03 10:48 pm UTC (link)
	I wouldn't have cared! What names? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Melodi. ___talk_hard 2009-05-03 10:50 pm UTC (link)
	I liked Carson, Dylan, Bennett, Mason, Ethan, and Devon. And I also liked Ryan. Ya know, cause of your sister .. and because it follows the R tradition. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rhett sweet_melodi 2009-05-03 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	LOL! I was TOTALLY thinking Ryan, to follow your R tradition... and being an actress too! That is so funny. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Melodi. ___talk_hard 2009-05-03 11:06 pm UTC (link)
	Wait. Does that mean we've already agreed on a name? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rhett sweet_melodi 2009-05-03 11:18 pm UTC (link)
	We just need a middle name. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Melodi ___talk_hard 2009-05-04 06:03 pm UTC (link)
	How about Marshall? Ryan Marshall sounds okay, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rhett sweet_melodi 2009-05-05 01:49 am UTC (link)
	Marshall? I don't like the way that sounds. It'd be a mouthfull. Ryan Marshall White. Blake? Ryan Blake White? Ryan Rhett White? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Melodi ___talk_hard 2009-05-05 01:52 pm UTC (link)
	Blake doesn't sound right. Too choppy. How about Tyler? Ryan Tyler White? And, uh .. would you want to go to prom with me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rhett sweet_melodi 2009-05-06 12:09 am UTC (link)
	I like Tyler. ... wow... I'd love too! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Melodi ___talk_hard 2009-05-06 12:18 am UTC (link)
	Really? That's great. On both counts. It's next Friday. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rhett sweet_melodi 2009-05-06 12:20 am UTC (link)
	Not like I won't be on time ... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Melodi ___talk_hard 2009-05-06 12:25 am UTC (link)
	Well, true. Guess I don't have to be like 'I'll pick you up at 7' since you'll already be here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rhett sweet_melodi 2009-05-06 12:28 am UTC (link)
	You're really okay with me showing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Melodi ___talk_hard 2009-05-06 12:34 am UTC (link)
	There's nobody else I'd want to take. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rhett sweet_melodi 2009-05-06 12:39 am UTC (link)
	You know how to make me smile. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	livasaurus 2009-05-02 09:40 pm UTC (link)
	Congrats, Mellie bean. Do you need anything? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	sweet_melodi 2009-05-03 10:48 pm UTC (link)
	Awwah Thanks Livibean!! Uhm... Not right now. How're you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	livasaurus 2009-05-03 10:50 pm UTC (link)
	Good. Bored. ~~Apparently, I must spend my whole life, every waking moment, with Cash, because if I don't, I therefore have no life.~~ You? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Mel. __george 2009-05-06 12:07 am UTC (link)
	How are the new digs? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	George sweet_melodi 2009-05-06 12:10 am UTC (link)
	It's okay. I got my own room. I haven't decorated it or anything. Poor Dyson looks so upset there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mel. __george 2009-05-06 12:21 am UTC (link)
	Ugh, I know! He's got such a pout on him. So what's this about you having your own room? He asked you to move in but you're not sharing? Are you okay with that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	George sweet_melodi 2009-05-06 12:30 am UTC (link)
	Well, I don't want to be clingy and well.. it's not like we're an item. I'm into him, and I can tell times, he feels the same. I just don't want to push. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mel. __george 2009-05-06 12:37 am UTC (link)
	You're carrying his kid! PUSH! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	George sweet_melodi 2009-05-06 12:39 am UTC (link)
	And if it pushes him away? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mel. __george 2009-05-06 12:45 am UTC (link)
	Then he's an idiot .. and not the man you deserve to have. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	George sweet_melodi 2009-05-06 12:46 am UTC (link)
	Lol and this is why you're my best friend. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mel. __george 2009-05-06 12:58 am UTC (link)
	Damn right! Also .. way to talk me up to Slade Bradley!!! I so love you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	George sweet_melodi 2009-05-06 01:02 am UTC (link)
	Hehehe got to take care of my bud, ya know?? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mel. __george 2009-05-06 01:06 am UTC (link)
	I have a jam session with him tomorrow. Have I mentioned how majorly you rule?! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	btavish 2009-05-08 12:19 am UTC (link)
	OMG CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! (Reply to this)