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unbelievable
It's a boy!

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I'm finally excited. This gets more real everyday. Until now. Now, it's real. I am carrying Rhett's son.

I feel so girly right now, and maybe I shouldn't. Alright. Take out the maybe. I know I shouldn't. It's my hormones talking. But I can't help it. When I look at Rhett, it's there. There isn't an "us". No matter how I feel, there will never be an "us". That is something I must grasp and remind myself everyday. Even as I live with him.

Yup. I am moving in with him, my own room. We won't share, I don't want to infringe on his private life. Anyway, shit happens, right?