InsaneJournal

No words
There really aren't any words to even begin to describe what I am feeling right now. I still can't believe I am a Mom. A Mom to a beautiful baby boy named Ryan Taylor. He is so precious, I can't explain it. Maybe only Mom's can understand it. We named him after Ryan, and to keep to the R tradition, and the actor / character tradition of Rhett's family, as well as being my fathers middle name.

He was born on my 21st birthday. No better gift than that right? Rhett surprised me with the best gift of all. A dog tag bracelet with Ryan's name on it, his birthdate will be engraved in it later, and then his own dog tag was attached. I'll never take it off.

It all came as a surprise though. Rhett took me over to Rob's for a BBQ, when he got his own little surprise of a baby girl being left on his doorstep. One night stand, i guess. It was hilarious watching Rob freak out. He was litterally speechless. I was laughing so hard, it put me into labor. I ended up having to deliver Ryan on his couch. I feel so bad for ruining his couch, but he said not to worry about it, he wanted a new one anyway.

Rhett is so good with Ryan. He helps me out when ever he can, and it makes my heart swell when he holds him and seeing the look in his eyes when he watches Ryan. Amazing.

Well, I need to go now... catch you later.