.: starshine :.

Omg. I don't know what to do...

Help...

London, here I come.

I haven't been back to Essex in about six months, but I leave for England tomorrow. We have to start the test shots for Deathly Hollows. I'm curious to see who else they have cast for the movie, but excied because I haven't got to see the gang in a while. They haven't heard about my trip to Iraq, so we'll have plenty to gossip about and tons to catch up on. Daniel and Rupert both are going to college, and yet ... I'm not really doing anything. Feels odd, like I'm the odd man out. It makes me want to go to college and maybe my IQ will grow?

Speaking of growing, I've gained five pounds. I'm sure they'll force me to lose that real quick, and they are already talking about darkening my hair. I think Hermione should look older, and not so young and anorexic. Guess that's why they don't pay me to think, ha!

Alright, it's official.

I hate Lucian Hearst!!!!

You just committed BLASPHEMY!!! SACRILIGE!!!

How in Giod's name can you remake FOOTLOOSE with Zac Effron!?!? Are you smoking CRACK!?

Oh wow. Liv. I need advice. I don't know what I've done, but I'm glad I did it.

Shit. I'm a horrible person.

The folks over at ShockTillYouDrop can confirm that Rob Zombie's "H2: Halloween 2" will open nationwide Aug. 28, 2009. Picking the end of August for a release already paid off for the first remake of "Halloween," which started Aug. 31, 2007 and ended up delivering a $30.5 million opening weekend. STYD also received a sneak peek at the new Michael Myers mask, which you can check out in the pic to the left. Note that this is just an outline, and definitely not the final mask. Other than that, all we know is that the second film kicks off immediately where the last one ended. Tyler Man will also return as Michael. Our little Cupcake Princess, Melodi, will star in the movie as Lauri Strode. Rob Zombie's H2 will pick up at the exact moment the first movie stopped and follow the aftermath of Michael Myers murderous rampage through the eyes of heroine Laurie Strode. Is Melodi turning out to be the new Queen of Scream?? Move over Jamie Lee Curtis, now it's Melodi Lee.

Let me wrap this up with some words Zombie posted on his blog: "If you thought Michael was fucked before, you ain't seen nothing yet! He is bigger, meaner and more psycho than Dr. Loomis ever thought possible."



( ooc notice )

( Hoooowah! )

( Rhett Only - The Promise )

[ OOC- Obviously it's not Step Up, and it's not Tyler Gage, so ignore all of that. ]

I sat back today and took a good hard look at my life and where it is headed. If I want it to head that way, or if maybe I want to venture out of the box and do other things.

I'm not so sure. It's a big world out there and to finally see it with my eyes open, is sort of scary.

I thought for the longest time, I wanted to write, but I'm not so sure any more. I don't know if college is for me. I love acting, but acting sn't forever. I might b a hit today, but who knows what will happen tomorrow. I need a back up plan, something to secure a future, and to me honest, it scares me to death, to think that my career in acting might end after the Harry Potter series. It seems that is all I am known for, except the smaller things I have done with NoES, Tales and will be soon filming Northanger. Napoleon and Betsy is still in the casting process, we have no clue if and when that will start filming.

I have always been such a good girl. I've never done a thing wrong in my life. Always followed the rules and been this cute adorable thing in peoples eyes. I'm fucking 20 years old. I'm trying to act like it, I truely am.

I know modeling for Chanel is a bit step in the right direction, and that is something that I am hanging onto for dear life.

On the 20th, I am going to Iraq. I am going to make the soldiers proud.

( 100% Private )

So, I bought the Twilight soundtrack. I currently have it on repeat on my stereo. I was genuinely amazed at how good it was, but then again, I'm probably one of the few who liked the movie. sure, there were parts that I disagree with, that they could have done better, or should have focused on, but that is all part of artist creativity. it's rare you actually see a movie follow so closely to a book. LoTR and the HP ones are about it, not counting the couple of Steven King books.

Oh well, I like the soundtrack. that's all the matters.

Our Cupcake Princess, Melodi, has been at it again. This month, she is the cover girl for STELLA magazine, sporting a more adult look. Seems our little princess is finally growing up. In her spread, Melodi sports several beautiful and elegant outfits from various designers, such as: Giles Deacon, Philip Treacy and Alexander McQueen. We got a few moments to sit down with Melodi and talk to her, though she seemed nervous most of the time.

Why so nervous, Melodi? I don't know ... maybe because I've never really got to wear anything so expensive and beautiful. [soft laughter as she shrugs] So how does it feel to get to model the dresses? Oh wow, it's like playing dress up and being Cinderella all in one. A real dream come true. It makes me feel my age. I guess playing a 17 year old for this long can make you feel pretty young, huh? You have no idea. I think everyone forgets I'm 20, not the 13 year old they know as Hermione. It gets aggrivating after a while. I bet it does. But you have more serious roles in your future, right? Yep, I do. I got the role of Betsy, in Napoleon and Betsy, where it's rumored either DeNiro or Pacino will take the spot of Napoleon, which is really exciting for me. Plus, I'll start filming Northanger Abbey here soon. I'm hoping to do a film with my sister soon as well. How do you like following in Ryan's footsteps? I'm not following in her footsteps. Sure, we're both actors, but that is as far as it goes. I've never done TV, but for one show, never a series, and she's never done a set of sequal movies. You're right. I bet you're proud of her though. Of course I am. How could I not be? She is an accomplished actor, who has remained married in our crazy world of tabloids and who is screwing who, has beautiful children, about to get her degree and still manages to be an awesome Mom and sister. She's the perfect role model.

Melodi got rushed off to the photoshoot, but left me feeling all warm and fuzzy inside. She is a very down to earth girl, who still loves to day dream and has wonderful values and ideals in the world of Hollywood. We just hope she doesn't get blinded by the glitz and glamour of the ritzy life. Being the new spokeswoman for Chanel will open many doors for the Harry Potter girl, hopefully forcing people to see how beautiful she has grown up and matured while we have stood by and watched.

For the photoshoot layout, click ( here )

so...i'll post more later... but I just had too....

I got a hot date tomorrow with a sexy guy...(who is younger than me)...and we're going dancing.

LIKE OMG!

Lucian Hearst is a sex god in Austraila!

I won't be filming for three days during Thanksgiving, so I figured I am going to go see Johnny and Cali. I want to visit with Asher, since he is at that really cool age where you can really spoil him and give him back to the parents. That, and I miss them. They're crazy, plus, I might get a glimpse at her brother Slade, see how Max is doing, though I heard he is on tour with HIM. He's a big wig now, no real time for anyone.

It seems like people are getting busy now a days. Or maybe it's just me. I am still filming for HP, plus I am doing Northanger, and have the premier of Desperaux, plus learning the script for Napoleon. I need a breather. A vacation, though filming in London is quite the vacation. I miss Essex at times. I just feel like I don't get to see my family, fuck knows I have no friends. The friends I do have are because they are Ryan's.

I feel like I am the jealous little sister again, always wanting to be like Ryan, which isn't a bad thing. She is so accomplished, has a family, that I never get to see, because her husband doesn't like me, is in school, about to graduate, a beautiful, wonderful actress, beautiful children. I should just be thankful that I have such an awesome sister to look up too, to try and model myself after. Sure, I have my own accomplishments, but she is so complete and I am so proud of her, I just wish I knew how to tell her all of that.

Maybe one day I will.

I do have a new year resolution already though ... to wear a certian someone down.

Since someone named Evan doesn't want me unless I win two Oscars and gain a few years, I think I'm going to marry ....

-drum roll-

Bernard Shaw!

-total swoon- I was just kissed by Daniel Craig!

Goonies 2 is coming out next year!

Ugh.

Just great.

They aren't releasing HalfBlood until July 17, 2009.

Remind me again why I do this?

Los Angeles, CA. (AP) - And yet here we are again, with our little Cupcake Princess, with exciting news. Chanel just announced that Melodi is their new model / spokeswoman for the major company. She will be replacing long time standing spokeswoman Keira Knightley, who has bowed out gracefully. There will be a large induction party for Lee next weekend, with rumors of the HP cast on the guest list, as well as the current cast of Northanger Abbey, as well as several prominant actors, though Lee refuses to comment on who her date of the night will be.

Melodi is excited to be cast as Isabelle, a challenge for her, plus working with [Tony] Navagato once more, and [Morgan] Hughes for the first time, the two seeming to click quickly. Not only is her most current movie "Tales of Desperaux" due to be released Christmas Day, it was announced today that Melodi will be replacing Scarlett Johansson as Betsy Balcombe in the movie "Napoleon and Betsy". Nuri Intl. has released that her co-star is still up in the air, but that Robert De Niro and Al Pacino are reading for the part of Napoleon.

We just hope poor Melodi won't be wearing herself thin with filming of three movies, as well as trying to spend time with her sister, Ryan Ainslee, who will have a cameo in the Northanger Abbey. It's been voted that her next movie needs to have the Ainslee girls in full force, together in action.